By Michael
Forgive me if I get a little philosophical here, but I think it’ll be worth the reflection. This thought process started with a conversation I had at work about what we do here every Sunday. Someone asked me, “Are you a practicing Zen Buddhist?” I jokingly replied, “Well, I’m still practicing sitting.” We all laughed, but that question stayed with me, particularly the word practice, and how it connects to what we do here.
In English, the word “practice” carries a fascinating duality — almost contradictory meanings. As a noun, a “practice” is a place of mastery. For example, a doctor’s or dentist’s practice is where they carry out their expertise with confidence and skill. On the other hand, as a verb, “practice” is a process of development, effort, and learning – something without an endpoint or a final destination. It’s not about an outcome; it’s simply about trying to improve, no matter where you currently are.
This duality got me thinking about a quote Ann shared with us a few weeks ago, one by Suzuki Roshi: “Each of you is perfect the way you are, and you can use a little improvement.” To me, this beautifully encapsulates the nature of our gatherings. When we’re sitting here, in this moment, we’re perfect just as we are. Each breath, each moment of stillness, is mastery. Yet, at the same time, we’re also practicing – struggling with discomfort, striving to let go of wandering thoughts, and gently returning to the present.
It’s this fascinating paradox: practice as both a noun and a verb. We have a practice, and we are practicing. We are fully present in this moment, exactly as we are, but we’re also reaching toward incremental improvement – toward being just a little more present, a little more centered, the next time we sit or navigate life’s challenges. Whether we’re here, at work, or stuck in rush-hour traffic, this process continues.
It reminds me of Suzuki Roshi’s idea of the “beginner’s mind.” No matter how experienced we become, there’s always room for growth, always a piece of that novice within us. And that’s the beauty of it: mastery and improvement coexisting in every moment.
I just wanted to share these thoughts with you, especially as I sit here trying not to fidget with this cramping hip! It’s something worth meditating on, I think. Thank you for listening.
Photo by Kelly
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